anyway, am going to make forsaleonlyrach friends only from now on! ha! not that i care who reads this rubbish, just want to act secretive : D goodbye non-lj users/losers
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forsaleonlyrach- November 29th, 17:15
am very scared that i bought the uggs from a bogus website and that i have been cheated of 70quid!! the tracking website they gave me looks like it was set up by a 10 year old china kid omg
anyway, am going to make forsaleonlyrach friends only from now on! ha! not that i care who reads this rubbish, just want to act secretive : D goodbye non-lj users/losers
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 29th, 3:08
to hit the sack by 5am today and not check fb or philosophing
wah going to be so cold on monday, luckily i'll be indoors most of the time. maybe i'll nip out to the shops tmr, if it doesnt start raining : D want to get more heat tech, maybe a down jacket, maybe sports thermals from lilywhites.. my uggs are still not here 0.o
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 28th, 8:13
sleepy
its fudging 8.07 am now and i'm still awake. i really should have fudging woken up at 1 today, then i would have picked up those calls, gone for classes, been damn tired, slept at 3 or 4am, woken up at 1 or 2pm, given that guy a call, and basically righting this one hell of a screwed up body clock OMG
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 28th, 4:05
scared
am sad again ): and cant shake off the feeling
i thought about it already. nothing right now can make me feel better. not friends not true blood not movies not eating excessively not sleeping not work not music not road trips not tennis matches not concerts not any of the shit ive been doing, but to either go back in time to 3 years ago or go forward in time by 2 years. ha
how to go from here..? i guess the whole point of re-establishing contact was to provide support to you and that's what i'll do. but im quite freaking terrified of what's going to happen after that. hmmmmmmmmm
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- November 27th, 4:07
i don't know what to make of your reply. i guess i expected more and now i've disappointed myself and i'm sad and i'm going crazy and i'm thinking and i'm confused and i'm remembering and i'm sadder and i'm lost
i wish eug were still awake. but if i'm going to be wishing for things and if wishes do come true i would wish myself back to 2006 or 2008 and then i would wish that time stands still and that nothing changes, ever
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- November 25th, 5:41
atp group match between roger federer and andy murray (no not between roger and federer) was blardy FANTASTIC. izzu seriously rocks hes the best! the best 35 quid i've spent in london so far. omg omg was literally on the edge of my seat the whole 2 hours and was damn sad when murray lost the last set miserably. i wanted to see more games! am totally looking forward to tmr's match of nadal vs davydenko cos not only do i get to buy some merchandise (teehee im a sucker for overpriced souvenirs) i get to see more world class tennis action!! and not forgetting nadal's signature wedgie move live leh. priceless haha
aiyoh but i need to stop spending money siah, spent 80 quid today at uniqlo :/ went a bit crazy stocking up on all those clothes for winter - fleece jackets, micro fleece parka, fleece turtleneck, fleece socks, fleece beanie, non-fleece jeans. i do need to return one fleece jacket though, and maybe the beanie cos Accessorize has so much cuter beanies. urgggh but i still need gloves, thermals, and a set of ski jacket and pants. need money to fall from the sky.......... or maybe just need to stop spending so recklessly :/ but its so hard not to spend when my sisters and parents are coming in two weeks and i want to make sure they are warm!
nb another pimple burst out on my forehead on top of the one jin keeps staring at. its your faul man. hmm i need to stop doing so much shit in the middle of night and do productive things like unpack suitcase, unpack boxes, tidy up room, throw away rubbish and decorate my room! not forgetting all the work i should be doing.. tmd la okok after tennis tmr. there's exactly two more weeks to del and ah ji's arrival and i will not let them see my room in this disheveled state. also need to sort out my clothes for them to be able to choose what they want to borrow
cannot wake to wait up and go shopping at uniqlo and lilywhites tmr :D i will resist the urge to buy more things because i know i'll be shopping at the o2 arena at night, but if i cant help it i wont fight it
my hair is longer than you have ever seen it, i wonder if you will find it nice hmmmmm
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 24th, 5:46
im angry at you. cos you gave up so easily. if you can say everything that youre saying, how come you cannot try again, try harder? if you can say that im irreplaceable, how come im not in that place anymore? you say all these things but its all just hot air, right? seriously, if you really wanted we could make it work. now im stuck in limbo and i cant even talk to you as a friend because of the grip you have and may always have over me. what do you want from me?
fudge im upset now and i feel as if the goodness of the past week didnt happen, doesnt count for anything. stop it stop it stoppit
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- November 24th, 5:25
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got mother huge pimple on forehead between my eyebrows. Look like in**** if not for the fact that it's slightly off centre urgh
CELEBRATIONS i found the lj text toolbar! its always been there all along haha, just have to select rich text instead of html
have had a fantastic past four days. On Friday, dinner at jm's place was good, with fried fatty pork chops and garlic on top yum yum. Must learn to make it at home. Saturday and Sunday was the road trip which turned out to be FREAKING fun, so much more than I had expected it would be. It wasn't just the company, which is always awesome, but the scenery and activities were good too. I know Eugene felt there wasn't much to do (which is true of Southampton) but i'm just a sucker for a landscape of vast grasslands, farms, quaint little villages and forests. wish we had spent both days in New Forest
at Southampton it rained cats and dogs and we spent the first hour or so in Primark shopping. Spent 40+ quid there on silly things :/ and very sadly bought two pairs of shoes that don't really fit. It's my own fault for not trying them on first; you would have thunk that trying on shoes before buying them would make perfect practical sense to me, even though they cost only 2 pounds each! Anyway bought lots of leg warmers and socks for the upcoming holidays in Czech rep, Austria and France. Second sad occurence was the search for lunch in a pub. They were either all too full or um non-existent lol cos I thought I saw a nice pub on the way into the town and so I made everybody walk back to find it but turned out that it didn't exist so we walked back to the central part into town just to end up eating at Retherspoon which made us wait an hour and was so very sucky. We also ended up not being able to enter the national maritime museum (where the Titanic set off from) cos we got lost but I wasn't the one leading the way this time!
anyway after we checked into the hostel in Totton we went off in search of a place for dinner and I drove this time. encountered really exciting yet highly dangerous small roads which had no lights AT ALL. at first i was stressed siah, but after a while it got quite fun. found an Indian restaurant which was good for the first ten minutes but only the first ten minutes
the second day in New Forest villages can be summed up into:
- driving to the coast and being blown about by MOTHER strong winds. seriously, my coat belt was blown about so strongly it whipped me in the head a few times. my ponytail also. it was exciting though; the wind strangely made me feel calm and peaceful which was a contrast to its brute strength and violence, and the raging waves seemed to carry away all my troubles..
- a magical time in New Forest forest taking photos. it was raining but stopped when we were in the forest and o.m.g freaking pretty
- euJEANS sng's little incident LOL
- shopping at lyndhurst for expensive souvenirs :/ im really a sucker for cute things, especially if they involve animals
- an hour of leisurely and bitterly cold horse-riding (leisurely being another word for a-little-bit-boring) my ride, Scooby, was so incredibly guai and sweet! val's was a bad egg that eats trees and eugene's couldn't take his weight. wish there had been more trotting though
- an hour at the National Motor Museum with cool supremely old vintage Brit cars and a vomit-inducing simulator ride
- 'neoprint' disaster
- another long search for dinner (why do we always spend so much time searching for food??) which involved taking small scary roads off the beaten track into what i thought would be extremely small and sinister backward villages (with deformed mutilated pple who indulge in incestuous relationships and blow the heads of tourists such as us off) but turned out to be retirement homes/ small private housing estates. such a disappointing adventure
- KFC Bargain Bucket at service station
seriously damn enjoyable day. ahhhhh i want to go back to new forest already. wish i had not slept so much in the car la, could have enjoyed more scenery and driven more too
today (Monday) went for ingrid's gig. it was my first gig ever so i dont have anything else to compare it to but i really liked it. she sang so well live, she had an incredible rapport with the audience, she was funny.. it was all worth the one hour queue and wait for her to appear and the lack of seats. cannot wait for brand new's gig in jan!!
ok gtg wake up early (3pm) to go shopping for ski essentials (gloves and fleece thermals) tmr, goodnight world
p.s. bimyt :/
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- November 20th, 5:08
Another freaking loser day. Mr msged saying he has booked a court for 2 at Hyde park. Still in bed me was lazy to turn on the laptop to check for directions so I asked mr and used my iPod maps to search for Hyde Park tennis courts. Mr said nearest tube was Knightsbridge, iPod maps said baker street. You would have thought the large distance between both stations would have set off alarm bells in my head that sthg was wrong but no I decided to trust my iPod. So happily I went to baker st and reached the tennis courts at 2.15 mr said he was still at knightsbridge. At this pt in time my brain started waking up and I was like why are we at such different stations? Is mr being a cock for going to such a far away station? Budden an angmoh guy started talking to me and asked to play tennis so we played for about 40 mins but still no sight of my friends. So gave them a call and realized tmd tmd I am at regents park, omfg. the worst thing was I could have found out earlier had the angmoh guy not made me play with him (and also forced me to play full court games and run like a bloody chicken all over the place) so anyway by then it was 3.30 and the sun was setting so I had to freaking run to tube and run from tube to hyde park tennis courts which by the way are DAMN far away from the tube. Reached the courts at 4 with the sky ominously dark and me wanting to collapse from all the running. Ended up playing with mr and cw for half an hour only. Wtf man lol haven't jacked myself so badly in a long time. Mental note to self to always trust mr from now onwards. The bright side was the angmoh guy was nice and taught me a few things about tennis. Unfortunately not good looking
After tennis had a really really sinful shopping spree at south Kensington. Bought freaking lot of dessert even though I cannot afford all the calories. But cannot dun buy leh, I hardly go to that area. Anyway bought strawberry tart from Paul which was amazing, 4 cupcakes from the famous Hummingbird bakery - red velvet, chocolate with chocolate sprinkles, vanilla with pretty icing and chocolate with pretty icing - on hindsight should have bought more cupcakes, three cookies from Ben's and finished it off with crepe with strawberry, cream, dark chocolate and vanilla icecream at Kensington creperie. Haha listing the food out really makes me happy! Ahhhhhh and pancakes at home with nutella and syrup after a dinner of turkey joint, rice and mushrooms. I ate more sweet desserts than savoury stomach filling meaty foods today. It's damn sinful damn bad, cancelled out all my running about liao so sad
Oh and today was a meet and talk to random angmoh men day. Besides the regent park tennis guy, there was also some new fitness trainer at the gym who intoduced himself. Maybe he felt that I needed personal fitness sessions after seeing my flabs and bulges from the day's desserts :/ then some dude with really bright blonde hair corrected my position on the weights machine. The last one was kinda embarrassing
K think I'm going to be aching terribly tmr. Chuwens turn to give me a message. Can't wait to drive a manual car:D and now I put my tired self to bed. Goodnight
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- November 20th, 2:04
sad
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 20th, 2:01
:/ why did you change your msn nickname:/ and why do small stupid things like this bother me so much? Aiya sian la. Got work to do but dun feel like doing anymore
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 19th, 22:52
Orcs. Watch out for me, frostmourne
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- November 19th, 5:58
LJ you suck! Where did my userpics go??? Omg I should switch to blogspot. Like my new template though, just need my userpics!
Feeling incredibly lonely:/ probably cos I didn't watch many videos today. Its quite silly, how i need fictional people on a computer screen to drown out the thoughts in my head. Frig I keep thinking of sg and wondering how you're studying and if you're prepared and if I were back home what we could be doing. I even miss my stupid dog cup. Forgot I broke it and was searching for it just now. Siigh nothing seems fun anymore, not even tennis tmr. Yawn. Shuddup la berrie
On the bright side, char|ssas email made me laugh. Haha cannot wait to go back. Miss Oreo like crazy too. But I also have a shitload of work when I'm back. Yawn
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- November 19th, 2:43
So much for I will msn for 5 min and then go study. Ended up on msn for two hours and studied for 15 mins and now I'm watching Entourage teehee. I'll be so empty again when it ends ): true blood by itself is cmi, need something light and funny to negate the sex gore and violence of the stupid vamp show. Speaking of which, new moon (loon) is coming out soon!!!!! I'll use the studentbeans 2 for 1 offer to go watch it. Any takers?
In other news, I'm a guitar heroine and warcraft pro. Once I'm done with FM I'm going to destroy some enemies. I just hope the stupid Asus won't die on me halfway. waaahh itching to play gh too. 4 hours at yeejies place ytd was not enough. I need my own xbox
Haaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiyaaaaaaaahhh. Damn sian):
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- November 15th, 22:13
broke my dog cup ): i remember i bought it from snoopy doo pet at sixth avenue with you in 2007 ): is this how all things with you end, broken and thrown away (in this case it was vacuumed away)
In other news, am so frigging gosh darn tired from tennis and badminton. Every bone and muscle is screaming bloody murder and I can barely sit up straight. I blame meilien for not letting me go back to rest for a while! But it's good, I like feeling this. Feels like I exercised a lot and so I can eat a lot too :D the bed looks so inviting. But first, a few episodes of true blood and some yum yum:D
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- November 15th, 5:21
Was sit at my desk and watch true blood and entourage. For 8 hours straight. Left the desk only to pee, shower and buy my dinner. I feel like one of those people in channel 8 mediacorp dramas who just encountered some tragedy and they have zi bao zi qi-ed and spend their days bu wu zheng ye-ing because they are so duo luo. I know it's frigging unhealthy to live like this but I can't be bothered to do anything else. This has to stop though
In other news, lj text toolbar is still missing. If anybody knows where it went, do let me know so that I can go find it back
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 14th, 23:58
from true blood. Watched it for five hours straight stopping only for five mins to buy my dinner and now it's 11.56, 4 mins to download time whoohoo. I don't know what to download though, hmmmmmm
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- November 14th, 7:14
What else is there to say. I'm feeling so much but i have nothing more, nothing new to add. Everything but my physical self is back in sg with you. It's like as though I never left. The truth remains, after all that has transpired and I've tried to do since I came back, I've not been back and forth; I've been standing still at the exact same spot in the departure hall hugging you goodbye, and I cannot frigging budge an inch
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 14th, 5:17
i never understood how pple can have hours and hours of conversation, especially one on one. an hour maybe. two is pushing it. three and above is just what the hell. i think there's something wrong with me 0.o omg the font and size and lack of paragraphing is killing me
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- forsaleonlyrach
- November 14th, 5:08
and eating now. eh what happened to the text selection toolbar. now the font is too big and damn ugly why did i choose tonight of all nights to see that.. now i cant sleep and probably cant play tennis in the morning :/ ok nvm, put it out of your head! internet speed is tmd slow at like 30 kb/s. i think my house downloads and watches too many videos and so they have capped our internet speed. maybe thats why they took away the lj text selection toolbar too oh friggity frig frig my heater has been on 24/7 for the past one or two days, no wonder it was so hot just now. ooooh okay i know, if there's no tennis i shall go english breakfast at london bridge to cheer myself up :D